"it's not him that you miss.
it's the way he made you feel about yourself."

oh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. so i haven't written in a long time. i don't really go on here. i don't really do much of anything. haha. between work, school and homework i don't have time for anything. i'm taking graphic design 1 this semester, maybe i'll have some artwork from that. i have my logo project done, when i bring that inside i'll scan it for everyone that actually still looks at this shit.

oh well. byebye.

so, the end of the semester is here. finals are going to kill me. but i'm going to bust ass in hopes that i will not be kicked out of school this semester. i have a bunch more works from my basic design class, so over break i will try to upload some of that stuff. haha.

i think my head is gonna explode.

i saw afi on 10/30 and was fairly unimpressed. i won't get into details but i'll just say it wasn't the same.

i have a lot of stuff going on in my life, and since i'm taking art classes i have much more work to post. i have a tree series that will go up fairly soon (once i get a little more time).

i have at least 100 more shots of afi from the other night, and if everyone wants i'll post some more of them.

my best friend has been taking pictures of me lately because she's a photographer/film artist and i'm impressed with the fact that i actually look good. it made me think i could be a model. which was always a little want of mine. we'll see.

but i'm done for now.

since i went to college, maybe the summer before i really felt like home was no where. i go home, and i feel like there's somewhere else i should be. why am i here? why do i do the same things every day? what will come of me?

i'm not happy with my life desicions. i cannot dwell on the past. i've been used, but i'll have it no more. i have a deep trenched hatred for humanity. people shame me. they make me ill, thinking about how i am one of them.

it's sick the things people do to each other. there is no remorse for their very own actions. compulsive lying. stealing. threatening. beating. using people.

i have no money left, i should have been saving after christmas. instead i spent it on something that was truely worth nothing.

it amazes me the people born into this world and just how worthless they are. they'll never become anything and are parasites on society. fuck them.

thank god i get to see afi soon.

xxxxx dani.



"Hate Humanity? Yep, sure do. There's such a lack of responsibilty for one's actions in the world, a selfishness, and a great destruction in the way people live their lives. It's all instant gratification, and who cares how my instant gratification affects those around me, or on a small personal level or a global level. The way people treat each other is truly disgusting, and we've created an environment through advances in science and technology that allows for a very septic society to thrive. And we breed and breed, and all the wrong people breed while all the right people don't wanna have children because they don't wanna place them in this world."
- Davey Havok